fuck

i am not gonna sleep 


to happy

omg

squee

Time

i have been spending alot of time with you latley
i really enjoy it you have shown me cool places and told me things about you
some things cool some things not so cool you are just an awsome person
you save me from boredom on a regular basis and i thank you for that 
i want to spend more time with you and talk to you more

im really glad i met you

Birthday

Today is my birthday
it has been really good but this year i dont feel as excited
its weird im just not as hyped up as i have been in the past
i mean i am tired but im not sure that thats it
today mum got me out of school early to go see a movie
we saw iron man two and i really enjoyed it
grand parents came over and i got presents yay lol
this birthday i got lots of money and its awsome
had 2 awsome birthday dinners thanks to my mum
overall had a really good day

old friend

I just wanted to say i remeber you.

you were a good friend.

i miss you.

and i still dont know what became of you.

naomi.

the last time i saw you.

the last time i remember seeing you.

you had grown some hair back.

you had been going through treatment.

i hope your okay.

i would like to see you again someday.

hopefully.

Taken

i know we can not be together.

i accept that.

but you have taken somthing that isnt yours.

i knew one day that this would happen.

i talked to you.

like i have with so many others.

so why is this time different.

you have taken my heart.

when it should belong to another.

but now i find myself pulling away from that other.

why have you taken what isnt yours.

why?

you

Im sorry.

i have tried to feel for you what i have for others.

but no matter how hard i try i just cant.

i may pretend but i just dont want to hurt you.

the physical conection we have is just that.

physical.

and even then you dont truely satisfy me.

Im sorry.